Some Thoughts

So, I know no one reads this, but my Dad is right this minute in Heart Surgery again, having surgery to replace a valve or two. Its basically like having the 5-way-bypass-heart-surgery he had before, and they might need to do more then they expected. Not fun at all, but it got me thinking: does he have any regrets? I know its morbid, but I had to sign his 'living will' as a witness the other night, and there is always a chance of complication/infection/death.

Me, I was thinking about it last night. What do I regret? It depends how you look at it, and with what type of scope. From the HighSchool period, I'd say my biggest regret was probably breaking up with Katie Towt, especially in the manner in which I did it. Definately not something I am proud of or anything like that. In college, my biggest regret was giving Jenn a second chance once she cheated on me. I should have permanently ended my relationshio with her then. Of course, hindsight is a bitch, but thats how I would have done it.

Since graduating, I really regret moving to Florida, but didn't have much of a choice at the time. I still hate it down here and really can't see myself spending more then another year or two down here. But I really need the economy to rebound, so that i'll actually have a job wherever I end up moving to. The people down here really suck too, and don't have anything in common with me. I hate the sun, I hate the heat, and I hate the beach. They all love it.

-M-