Its been...

Almost exactly 3 months since I last posted here. Odd, how the urge to 'blog' occurs like that. To bring all 0-viewers up to speed, not a whole lot has happened in the last 3 months.

I've tried the whole online dating thing and have failed miserably. Did see one girl for a few weeks before she gave me the "not ready to get into a relationship" crap. I actually checked last night on Facebook and surprise surprise, guess who is listed in a new relationship? Girls will be girls. Its pretty disheartening, honestly, and what sliver of self-confidance I did have from actually striking things up with her was utterly shattered. I'm now at the point where i've come to realize that the online-dating thing just does not work AND that I am just not appealing to anyone, both looks (which are fugly to start with) and personality. It also reinforces the idea that not everyone is meant to be with some one, and a life of solitude seems to me what my life will be.

I've rarely ridden my bike too and I guess you could say I am battling bouts of depression. Nothing is looking up for me, I still hate Florida, and I still have 0-friends. Life really isn't peachy and right now, it royally sucks.

I'm about ready to give up on it and stop trying. I'm figureatively and literally a social reject.